I'm sorry for everything i've caused and will cause, it's extremely selfish of me to do, i know but i really can't take it anymore, like i've said in the venting channel, i found out i was being raped in my sleep by men that paid my father, i mean sure, it bought us food for a while, but for the love of god, anyways, most people know i was diagnosed with bipolar II, for me, personally, my depressive episodes last anywhere from weeks to months, sometimes i wake up with my skin not feeling real, i don't want to like cause harm by comitting suicide, which doesn't make sense but if you know what i mean, it'd put me in a better place, id feel happier, i wouldnt be drinking, i wouldnt be like this, it could all be just black after i do it but, we don't know what happens after you die, so, yeah, if its anything like reincarnation wise i'll come back and tell yous what it's like lol

but yeah no i'm sorry to everyone, you'll probably forget me which would be a good thing, plus i hope you all have a good 2024, goodbye